Lack of communication can only ruin a relationship so damn terribly.

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I will never hurt you again. I love you.

I realize now…

For days you told me you needed space, and I shrugged it off…I was so selfish and stubborn. I should have listened…I will now. My eyes are wide open.

You’re being so selfish, making me wait.

I understand that you are upset…but this string you keep me on might snap…I want you in my life so badly…Why can’t you feel the same way?

Please, let this get easier. I can’t sleep. It’s been a week…this is horrible. I need you.

We can make it through anything. I believe that. I hope you do too.

I really do.

All I needed was to know. I hope I didn’t fuck up my chance..,

 I will keep going. I will not break this promise to you. I will let you take your space from me, and I understand I was annoying the Hell out of you. It’s only because I was confused…you don’t know how you’ve made me feel this past few days. But you’re right, it’s hard to believe that I will change. I promise you, this is my first change. I will leave you alone until Friday, to see how you are, to see if you feel better. That’s six days away. That for me, is a long time. I HAVE to do this. For you, for me. I can’t lose us. I want it to be better, I want to treat you better. I want you to feel like the luckiest person alive…like you used to. I guess, after thinking so hard about it, I need this break too. I need to focus on the bad things I do, and change them. Change how I cope with it all, and learn how to not pressure you so much. That is what I’m going to do while you are away. And even if this doesn’t work [God, I hope that’s not the case] I can be better for myself.

xbubbleteafever:

Were you?

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I wish you let me say the things I need to say..

One of the hardest parts of all this, is you don’t let me say the things I realize need to change…so you still don’t believe me. I love you so so much. You’re so much to me. It makes me feel horrible waiting for you to come around, to tell me you love me again. I hope you give me that chance. You’re the only girl I want to feel special with me.

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